te sudden thriving of constant reminders, this is blank, this is nothing. the lightbulb hasn’t been changed, so i’m still sitting next to the o.k. bright table light, like any other recent nights. it is an awesome light for $4.
hanging there within the twos. always between the twos. i know it’s hard, because being stuck between the past and the future never means we’re in the present. it’s somewhere else i know. eyes tell.
i’ve gone uncool for a long time. it’s weird that i feel it too. i can’t get a hold of this earth anymore.
but at least i know what i want. i want peace, the kind that doesn’t smell like gasoline or stale bread. i want to lay down and drink redbull and eat milkyway all caramel. i don’t wanna bake cookies because i don’t know how to.
sooner or later, i will know what to do and grow up. two more months and i will be 64. i thought i was gunna be 21 or sth but i guess time flies like a G6..
i want to love because love is awesome so awesome that even ice cream is not as awesome.
oh and because love makes me feel pretty, too.
let’s just hug.
Boat Club - Memories
Air France - Hold on to me baby
Cut Copy - Take me over ( Mylo remix )
Of Monsters & Men - Love love love
Elephant Gun - Beirut
The Glitch Mob - A Dream Within A Dream (Efas Remix)